So here are some disconnected or not, thoughts at 1:15 a.m.
* So I have 2 blogs, Madam Bee and Baby Bee. Well, actually there are more than 2, those are just the public known ones.. I don't know why I did this, Why did I split myself in multiple blog personalities...I guess it was necessary at one point...
When i was writing my thesis for example I had to write some heavy stuff. I need to get that out, I needed the relief but I didn't want to be judged so I started a thesis blog. I could have just put the stuff in a personal diary, but I loved the feedback from those that did read my blogs. In addition to having multiple blogs I also have a conflict of languages. Never know if I should write in one language then translate, but seriously who has the time for that. On the other hand... what happens to the other language, am I going to loose it? Probably. I guess at one point I will.
* I was reading a friend's blog today and I was admiring her ability to just talk to strangers, be a complete social butterfly and wishing this was easier to me. I don't like parties, I mean I do. I'm just not good at them. Sometimes. Sometimes I am. It's just really a lot of work to try to keep up with conversation with someone I don't know. It's just as painful as having dental work really sometimes. Some of you wouldn't be able to tell, because I fake a lot.
* I'm fighting the urge to erase this whole post, but I'm not going to. I think I need to merge my blogs. I need to be able to be one again, a whole person and not be afraid of being judged. So what if people are shocked by some of my ideas... so what if I'll be judged? I want to be able to just write my feelings, happenings or whatever else I need or want. Pictures of my baby girl, complains about life, talks about work, Filosofia (how do you spell that in English?), anything... I think I want to be a whole person, just myself in one cyber place. My first blog was Lucy's Journey, and I want to go back to that.
*went back to my original blog a couple minutes ago and found out it's dead! but I was able to find it on a handy dandy web archive! http://web.archive.org rocks!
now to find a way to merge all my blogs in one.
2 comments:
Oi Amiga, legal ver seu "novo" blog junto com os outros. Por alguma razão me deu vontade de comentar "na outra língua" -- por que vc perderia a outra língua? Ela vai ficar mais fraca, mas não vai ser perdida não... à não ser que propositalmente vc a deixe de lado mesmo (o q pode acontecer, talvez não propositalmente, na verdade). Que enrolada, eu.
acho q vc queria saber sobre essa palavra: Phylosophy.
Ah, e infelizmente, em 2 browsers diferentes (não tentei o explorer ainda), eu não consegui adicionar o seu blog na minha lista de blogs do blogger. Quando aperto enter, simplesmente não entra!! Vou tentar com algum outro site pra ver se o problema é o meu blog, mas é possível q não. :-( Qual será o problema? Beijo e gostei das aquarelas ao fundo, eu amo aquarela.
Use it or loose it. Eu acho que e' esse o proverbio. Eu nao uso. Todo mundo aqui e' so' ingles, raramente falo portugues...estou fazendo um esforcinho pra falar por causa da minha vo', a Sarinha liga pra ela no skype qd a connexao estao boa...
nao sei qual e' o problema, vc esta' tentando colocar em followers ou algo diferente? esta' colocando babybeeZ com z? abraco!
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